…now that the one person I could always talk to isn’t available,
I can try and sleep,
Maybe hope for a dream,
You and I smiling,
Warmth radiating from the connection we share,
Speaking once again,
Holding on to every last word you say just in case it’s the last one,
A bright world with a…
Maybe I should call this blog “Thoughts About Rose”
I’ve had far too many borderline suicidal thoughts in the past 24 hours
And there it goes…gone in an instant.
Nobody believes me…
They all think I’m crazy and I think I’m crazy but it’s not like I don’t feel what I’m feeling.
I HATE YOU SO MUCH
JOKE’S ON YOU BITCH
I know for a fact you’re done checking this.
Why would you even bother?
You have no interest in seeing how I’m feeling.
I know you’re moving on.
But I’m here running in circles.
I’m lost without you and you seem to know where you’re going.
You don’t have the time for me anymore and I probably cross your mind every once in a while.
BUT IM DYING OVER HERE
you consume my thoughts.
You’re EVERYTHING to me.
I just wish it was mutual
My “friend” took my sort of ex on a date today. Thought I’d sing a song about it.
Santeria by Sublime